so i got early xmas gift from fran. it was a digital scrapbook with all our stuff on it. idk, no one ever made something for me, just more meaningful when someone take the time to do that. i'm gonna keep it forever <3

almost thanksgiving break. thank God. i'm so ready for a break. don't know how i'm gonna get enough money to pay for next semester. idk, my grandparents said they would help, don't wanna take their money though. sigh.

love my babe so much <3

day didn't start out very good. felt sick. i wish fran was here. i need snugglez bad <3

today fran scared the crap out of me. she talked about how she found note on falun gong and how if you promote that religion that they can kill you. and she kept it!! idk. i know she's not stupid, but i fear for her safety. hate that i can't be there to protect her :(

My ultimate goal in life is to eventually get married, have kids, and become a social worker, and whatever kind of social worker God leads me to be whether it’s medical or welfare or something completely different. I want to be the kind of friend that when we’re old and in a nursing home, we’ll be the grandpas causing trouble, racing wheelchairs down the hall. I want to never lose my sense of humor, and I want to apply it to everyday life. I want my kids to have parents they can go to for anything. I want them to have a wonderful family. I want God to always be first in my life, even when at times I think he’s a million miles away and that my voice is not strong enough for Him to hear. I admire my mother the most. I think I’ve only heard her raise her voice once. She did everything with such determination and a calmness and patience that I could only dream to possess. She influenced me to be accepting of all people no matter how different. That all people should be treated with as much kindness and respect as you would give to your own family. I hope to become a more patient person. Even though I wish everything would happen in my time, I need to learn to let it happen in His. I want everything I do and say to reflect the kind of person I am, and that in the future, where ever my career leads me, to help everyone to the best of my abilities.

and also, francesca, the one i hold nearest my heart, though i know i could never be deserving of you, you are my light when there is no light, you are the voice i hear in the sea of voices. if i were to ever lose you, i just don't think i could survive it. i love you, forever and for always, even when the heavens and the earth are no more.

my first post :D

so....hi. lulz. My name is Malachi. i'm a 25 year old man living in Florida to go to school. i don't really know what else to say right now.....bye :D